8/7/12 KEKASIH GELAPKU......my dark soul

I. saat hangat benderang sang suria
terhamparlah sebuah taman
mempersembah kemeriahan segala warna;
mengamit segala rasa
menarilah segala kupu-kupu dan lelebah;
mengutip tetes-tetes manisan mengumpal madu
lalu sibuk semua labah-labah, menjaring kehidupan
girang para unggas, melepas rindu bersahut janji
syurga sepertinya di bumi ini

(dan aku berjalan lalu....)

as the glorious warm shine
opening the ocean of garden
displaying the splendid of colors;
made flow stream of feelings
butterflies and the bees, buzzing turning nectar to honey
the spiders busy weaving their lives
the whistling of the fauna, are jungle of beautiful promises
heaven as if here on earth

(and I passed by...)

di pojokan menari-nari mawar putih
hatiku jagi kegilaan
langkahku ngak payah kuarahkan; sendiri menerjah pergi
fikiranku bulat mengerah tangan; menghulur jari memetik tangkai
dan mawar terus meliuk menari melari sukar kugapai
lenganku tertusuk duri; hatiku ngak merasa
kakiku tertusuk perdu; hatiku juga ngak kerasasan
tubuhku terperangkap ranjau; hatiku tetap diam

(semerbak taman, sesuci mawar putih melupakan aku akan segala
sepertinya syurga ingin kupetik di hujung jari....)


in the distance corner, stood a white rose
my heart drum fast, my mind lost my soul
my feet walked me without thought;
pushing hard for the rose
as I extended my finger to touch, she danced away in the wind
my walked through torn my arm; yet my heart can't feel
my feet crashed into the hard stumps; my heart just denied
I was then trapped in the prison of torn; my heart fell silent

(the fragrant forest, the purist rose took me all
as if heaven was there to my finger tip...)


II. God, Allah the All-Mighty
sit by me, You sent a fairy
dancing merrily in the candles light as the white rose
all my pains flew to heaven
as I submerged in her beauty and scent, the wind took away the light
darkness was then over me; I waited awake in the whole darkness
my pains return eating my soul
as the sun shine, I fallen to sleep whole day light
and when I woke, again in the absent of light
as it goes, now darkness is my new world
and the pains are my best lover

Tuhan, Ya Allah Azza Wa Jalla
tersimpuh di sisiku, Kau hadirkan bidadari
menari-nari dalam lingkaran cahaya semerbak mawar putih
mencabut pergi segala sakit tubuhku
dan aku hanyut dalam kesahduan; namun terpadam dalam hembusan angin
kelam pekat menyelubungiku; terpingga aku di sepanjang gelita
dan pedih nanah memamah jiwaku
saat suria pamit; aku terkulai lelah ketiduran
saat aku kembali sadar; hanya malam yang ada
sebegitu berulangan, dan gelita teman baruku
dan kesakitan adalah kekasih setiaku


terasi, pendam, simunjan
28 july, 2012