1/10/2025 LEAVING THINGS BEHIND ...

My flight to KL is scheduled to be at 0835 hrs today. Late noon yesterday, I had coffee with my good friend and we talked about what could he do to tape into the prospects of economic boom in Sarawak which I perceive to happen in next year onward. Lots of the Sarawak State mega projects will be completed by 2026-2027. Most important is the much better road connectivity all over. Not only within Sarawak, I began to see a better impacts would also be happening all through Borneo. In 2026-2030 In Shaa Allah connectivity within the Borneo will improve drastically. Unfortunately, my friend sound very pessimistic which placed our discussion into "mere bullshitting". Well as usual, I'm always opportunistic about the Sarawak and Malaysia future despite my reserve on many things over how badly our strengths are being managed both in Kuching and KL. Well sometimes, I love to share something for others to pickup, then I began to see not many could understand me. As such those turned my mind to be "disturbed" and as such I took a "detached" action. 

(2)    I can't sleep well last night. My mind was highly activated now and then. So much so around 0400 hrs I just took my car to the airport to have early Chocolate. I have ample free time then, thus I wrote this article.

(3)    In Shaa Allah in few days time, I'll gain back most of my lost strengths. Alhamdullilah, my consistency, passion and patience over my dreams and struggles in such long period to endure whatever tests and challenges onto me, now I would believe the Al Mighty Allah is

providing me with the opening that I had been long praying for me to hit on. In solitaire ecosystem, I learnt to be more focus and rebuild my lost past. In Shaa Allah this time, my mind will be very calculative on many things which in the past had trapped me into lots unnecessary deviation and blockage of my ambition fast advancement. Most probably, In Shaa Allah by December I'll start travelling to few places that I had planned since 2018. My today trip to KL is to start off my preparation to really get into those things that I had been thinking of doing. I need to hold my travelling and most of my work plans to end of this year in view of lots of circumstances that really had placed me in great setback over the past 6-7 years. 

(4)    This KL trip earlier on was intended to take 2-3 days. I thought of after getting my official things done, I'll meetup with few friends whom had been long asking to have some treats. By the way, now on I had decided to be extra cautious, so much so, I'm going to cut off lots of my socializing activities. The year 2022 to around this time, I had learnt, lots of my kindness and sacrificed had been taken for granted and when I was rock bottom hit, even my most closest few left me without a note. At this age and due to lot of health issues affecting me since early 2022, now I decided to have much more time with myself. I had been mistreating myself over others, and thus enough is enough. 

(4)    To lots of friends and "friends", a big thanks and thanks you for all your treats. If I had served your purposes, I'm glade and may you be blessed. If not, now is for me to serve my own purposes of existence.

KLIA

31 Oct., 2025