4/3/2025 Just be there.

together we walked our long winding past

I carried you through all the bitter loses

we took all the hard steps in total silence thought

we endured what may come

you just kept me strong to my smile

as one you and me

in trust that He is always there

we came and settled to a beautiful field

colors and fragrant filled the horizon

you shouted and danced to your full joys

celebrating

to your no worries

I watched in deep silent

my sight passed you to the far distance

in my mind the long road had not meet to it's end

I felt a darkness stormy horizon was coming

yet I can't tell you

I didn't know how to tell you

I hold not to tell you

I was horribly scared to tell you

in my exhausted silent

the lightening striked me hard

tearing my body soul apart

my shocking chest crashed opening wide

I bleed to deep killing pain

I endured the shaken soul to my wholeself 

in my blurring tears I prayed for you

"hold hard in me my heart

hold to me and keep walking with me"

In Shaa Allah

in cripple state I'll never give up

I'll stand to walk though to tumbling bad

I'll hold at least my head straight

in dry silent tears I'll make you can't feel

"just be there

hold to me hard 

be with me"

just keep to our smiles

accompanying me to take my shattered pain body

to our trust that He is always be there

our almighty Him, He will always be there

Asajaya, Samarahan

18 March, 2025