WILL WE MAKE IT....whose responsibility

Malaysia, and Sarawak in particular, is a State of multi-racial and multi-religious. But most significantly we are multi-socio-economic structured communities (wealth ownership). Thus in our early Post Independence Period, the racial tension is great. Before Independent, the Chinese and Indian, small in numbers, originally just being brought in on slavery reason, and due to Western and Capitalist Prejudice (for exploitation, in fact) were made laborers in export based economy. The natives, large in numbers, and being dispersed all over the State, particularly in the rural and coastal areas, were left to mind their own best....peasant farmers and fishermen!A ggod natural reason (excuse!) of not to incorporate theminto the main stream economy. The two, natives and foreign laborers rarely discourse and being kept where they were, for ease of the Colonial exploitation. A divide and rule strategy. We were kept to be 'planned to be and made stupid and sustain to be so....we were and continue to be blinded....to remain stupid' by this strategy. How much have we closed our racial and sio-economic gap?

(2) Today we are an Independent State. We struggle to build this nation, for more then 50 years now. We Stand as Malaysian (?) for more then 45 years. We have achieved so much, yet we are still in tense....but again, is this still the a old socio-religion misunderstanding issue or what....

(3) We sent our people to study in the west....they became our leaders (at all level and sectors), yet since it was well planned (but poorly on our side).....despite our independent, we remain dependent....now our head, thinking, way of life....'continue to be blinded and our brain remain stupid...to follow what are theirs (west)....' We see and solve our problem, their ways....

(4) My strong believe, we are now facing a serious socio-economic structural gap, an issue of todays needs for tomorrow survival...our citizen are worried of their future survival....national unity is seconday...individual survival is prime!

(5) Don't talk about identity...present citizen, they don't bother about FIX IDENTITY...they (including me) see Identity as a flexible and evolving socio-cultural values....they adopt and practice what they feel good....individualism rule...

(6) Please don't talk on inter generational gap as well...let focus on present citizen, not generations....or we might be treating one unfaily over the others...

(5) Today citizen (I'm not using the term generation), they work on simple logic...ie what is it there...to make their life easy and satisfied (at least)....

(6)To day citizen, the old....would want their young be safe, prosper, happy....the young, would want their younger to be independent, secure, and prosper...and surely they also want their old one to be off and not bothering them much......thus at any level everybody...despite sound like caring each others, in fact wanna let off their caring responsibility....why?

(6) It is simple, logical....I must care for myself. I'm tired to care for others.....that the begining of today our Nation Malaysian Socio-economic Structural Problem....everybody wanna care about themselve, their life is so tense, got no moment to sit back....and feel good with what had been achieved....

(7) I'm dam believing.....our today and past, Economic Development Model placed too highly on Income Growth (GDP, FOREX, Trade Balance, Poverty...), very less thinking and rationalization on humanity....making human a human...(please I'm not inferring pure spiritual)...but how?

(8) Either in the Taurah, Bible, and Al Quran...the discription of Adam and Eve life when they were in heaven is quite clear....pleasant environment (syurgawi), they have all the basic (kecukupan), they are loyal (sujud), they are together (including the angel and satan)...one....so on and on...a Rationale Planning of Human Habitat inscribed by Him for us to crack....and surely,there was no focus on Income...except humanity...

(9) Why are we not thinking and cracking on this idealism....whose responsibility...politician, public service, private sector, spiritual cycle....the devils that probably make things worst....we are lost...for not willing to crack on our Father guide....(the Malays, pl take the critic of Mushi Abdullah seriously...let not read the Quran, but let us study the Quran!)

(10) Will we be there (2020) achieving our Dream Nation, One Nation for Us, all of Us? I doubt!